babble
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Pity party:
In case you haven't noticed, I have been having a bunch of personal problems lately. I know I have been bitching and moaning a whole lot lately, and it's not even about fun stuff like the ubiquitous retards on L.A. freeways or that dumb twat Renee Zellweger. I always get really pissed off at myself when I give in to the temptation to indulge in self-pity, because when I look at my life and what I've accomplished at the age of 28 and all of the privileges I've had, and I compare it with, say, my grandmother, who grew up in the Depression and lived in poverty and put herself through college when most women weren't even going to college and at 28 had to deal with her first baby dying at 3 weeks of age while her husband was far away in the Army fighting in WW2, I want to kick my own ass for thinking that my life sucks. So I would just like to take this opportunity to tell myself to stop with the fucking pussy-ass whiny self-pity already and realize that I have it pretty fucking good, because I get to live in a world with In-N-Out burgers and IRC and Super Target and creativity and gangsta rap and Lebowskifests and unexpected beauty and totally amazing writers and I should just sit back, take it all in, and appreciate what I have.
babbled by Kat @ 11:13:00 AM |
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