babble
Sunday, March 14, 2004
You got the peaches, I got the cream, sweet to taste, saccharine:
This weekend all kinds of crap went on. Some of it good, some of it bad, some of it indifferent, all of it involving me being really tired, avoiding all responsibility, and/or spending a lot of money. I also worked on a bunch of stuff for my speaking engagements and for my regular job, and I think I may have to back out of the webcasts I am supposed to do because I am too fucking busy to do them. I know I agreed to, but my actual day-to-day job comes first, because they pay my salary and I have to finish work for them before I do any for anyone else. I have a replacement, so hopefully the site editor won't hate me too much if I have to back out, which I'll have to decide by the end of the day tomorrow. Whee.
Also, in the last several days, I learned that: I am not as young as I think I am and I need more sleep than I think I can get away with; people in a particular west L.A. bar are either all fresh off a bus from central Idaho or they need to get out more, if they can't handle seeing me make out with another girl; it is a true mark of comedic talent if you can do an entire sketch in a foreign language and make your whole audience crack up; I am very smart about some things but make shitty decisions about others; and I think I really need to re-evaluate what it is I want out of life, because while some of what's going on is working for me, a lot of other things aren't. And I need to fix that.
And even though I'm mired in angst and feeling quite shitty at the moment, my cat is stretching out on his back and showing me his fuzzy belly, and that makes everything better.
babbled by Kat @ 11:45:00 PM |
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