babble
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Keith:
A year has gone by since Keith died. There's still an element of disbelief for me - sometimes it's hard to wrap my head around the fact that he's gone, much less the fact that it's been an entire fucking year.
I've spent that year growing closer to some really amazing people. Spending time with people I love. With people he loved. I think about him every day.
I miss you, Keith.
He would so kick my ass for crying right now, though.
xoxoxox.
Two years here, seven years there, three more over there. Chunks of time, faded memories. New neighborhoods become old stomping grounds, and them I'm gone. Faces I'll never see again. Hands never to be held again. Tactile sensations that still play with my nerve endings. Scents that tap me on the shoulder in the street. Was that her? Emotions informing dreams. A dull, muted sadness, pushed down, push back, pushed away, buried. Lives touched, lives changed, lives lived. Voices I will never hear again. And that breaks my heart. Keep moving.
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